Today I spent two hours at the Seattle Children's Hospital. I volunteered with about six other people from work just to play and hang out with kids. In true fashion I had to blog about it...mostly about how after the first hour I was already BEAT. Really? Kids are non-stop. I couldn't believe how tired I was just keeping up with the stories, playing, and questions from the kids. Of course my thoughts turned to myself and having kids some day. Naturally I questioned my ability to KEEP UP with my own kid(s) when I actually have one, two or whatever.
Hmmm am I really cut out for this?

I woke up early this morning to take my husband to work and then go to babysit a friend's son right after. Every time that 5:10 alarm sounds off I think how having a baby will change my sleeping habits even more. Seriously, I LOVE to sleep. I don't have a full time job right now so sleep is amazing. Does it all really go away when you have a baby? Yeah yeah I know...those of you that have kids are laughing at me know how little sleep you do get. I don't know, I just can't seem to get over the sleep thing. When I sleep in till 10, 11, or whatever my first thought when I wake up is, "Well remember this feeling because it goes aways when you have a baby...sure you still want to do this?" Yep I am not kidding...that's what goes through my mind. Pretty sad huh...the millions of other things I "could" be worrying about...NOPE not me, I worry about sleep.

So the first question you are probably asking is, "Are you having problems having a baby?" Well we aren't...Westin and I are having fun being married and enjoying life. We feel like God will bless us with a child when the time is right. In the mean time this is my fun blog about the journey. Sometimes it will be funny and other times just totally pointless. Either way I like to write my thoughts out.

Thank you for reading and joining me...