The past two months have been a crazy ride. I believe God has taught me more in these few weeks than all my life. Every day I see God striping away the lies and distortions I have lived with all my life.

Today we had training at church and once again God showed up in a wonderful way, revealing to me how my past family relationship(s) have shaped my views of my heavenly Father. Somewhere in life I started believing that God is too busy to care about what I am doing and/or feeling in life. The lie the Devil would have me believe is that God has others He is more concerned about.
Later we talked about the cross and how with all I have done and will do wrong in life, Christ still went to the cross for me. That is just mind blowing to me. Romans 5: 10 states, "For if, when we were God's enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life!" AMAZING! The more I think about the cross the more I am amazed at God's love for me. I have never thought about the cross in this way. I took it for granted so many years of my life. It's almost like I am a new believer that can't get enough of Christ.

I don't know where God will take Westin and I next. It's funny, I started this blog about trying to have a baby and now I am just realizing that maybe God just wants me to speak about Him in general. Above all He is the reason for everything in my life. Baby or no baby I am content with what God has for me today.

Till the next post...